The morrow waits...

Tomorrow I get to apply for the job I have been training to do and working at part time since Yule.
I hope to sleep.

There is no exam no interview most likely. I am the desired candidate. I have the required skill set ( I took a test to prove that a month ago)and more seniority than any potential applicant by a good margin (years not months nor days)yet until this is done I have this nagging feeling that I don't deserve it, that I am kidding myself or others and everyone will know when I don't actually get the job.

It is hard to live my life sometimes boldly (/ manically / maniacally?) optimistic and confident with these itty bitty little chasms of self doubt only visible when I actaully get to the edge.

A year ago I was asked by my manager "what do you see in the next 5 to 10 years for yourself?" I replied that I saw myself staying with the School District because my son was in school but I would like to become Web Master when it comes up and ... here it is.

Now what do I want to do??? Who knows.
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